Life throughout the days, Finally.

The world turned dark
Everything was empty, and only coldness could be felt
Sensing the arrival of the peacefulness

Glory of my Lord saved me
Every single thing was rescued without any return in the future
Obstacles, challenges and fearness
Finally, they've been stopped growing since the day I touched the bible

Crying throughout the days
Weeping under the sun
Moaning in my own room
Cuddling into my parents custody
And all the sorrow and sadness
Attempted to break into my innocent mind
Calling me to jump off the land

The days while I was suffering
Everyone seemed busy in their studies and works
My parents were working in the days and went to church in the nights
My friends were concentrating in their studies in days and nights
I was dismayed with them
But God
He would never leave me alone
I could feel His power
He's hugging me all the time
Making me to change my mind

Memories are lost
Day by Day
The fearness
I can sense it's growing
But the secret has to be kept
Till the day has come

Happiness can be shared together
But sadness
Would only be kept in my heart forever
Maybe the secrets on the TV are revealed easily
But could only mine be stayed forever

Everything's peace now
how I wish
The leftover of the days
Can be shined with smiles
Fulfilling my days with the high spirits

Closure of the 4 months
Closure of the sorrow
Closure of everything that ruined my days
Closure of...

My Family, My Friends, My Cousins and other beloved people
Full love I show to all of you
No matter how serious I am
Hoping the memories
Will always be in my mind


- John -